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startfires like the static of a hundred years crowded into my brain. screaming. and hating. and falling forwardsandbackwards until i can't even remember what it was that i was supposed to be doing? where am i? in the middle of the woods, naked, shivering, curled up in a ball, spitting and swearing and throbbing. pulsating. it feels like cold so dull you can't even really feel it its just there. fallingagainandfasterand farther down. the concrete rises up to meet my face in holy union of skin and bone and street. just passing by, sir. dont mind me. i will be gone soon enough. 001116
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Barrett There is no god up in the sky, tonight.
No sign of heaven, anywhere in sight.
All that was true is left behind.
Once I could see now I am blind.
Don't want the dreams you try to sell
This disease I give to my self.

suck
suck
suck
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startfires i thought it was sucked. 001116
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Barrett nope, Suck. Originally recorded by Pigface w/ Trent Reznor on vocals.
From the album "Gub"
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startfires do you really know everything or is that just a facade? 001116
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bryan adams starts fires still feels like our first night together
feels like the first kiss
keeps gettin better baby
no one can better this
im still holdin on
youre still the one
first time our eyes met
same feelin i get
only feels much stronger
wanna love you longer
you still turn the fire on
so if your feelin lonely dont
your the only one i ever want
i only want to make it good
so if i love ya a little more than i should

please forgive me
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Barrett What I don't know, I'm sure grendel/birdmad does, or vise-versa.


(actually my neighbors dog Sam tells me what to say)
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startfires when your foot is asleep? it feels like spiky little needles are pricking their way out from the inside squirbuling around like hot shooting molecules stabing your skin just underneath the epidermis. it doesn't really hurt so bad it just tickles almost to the point of pain. 001204
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tourist Woke up one night to find a cold dead arm laying in bed with me. I poked and pinched at it with no response, as i tried to move I realized that it was my own left arm paralysed from sleeping on it. The fear quickly faded and I played with trying to get it to move with no luck. I could bite it pinch it and could'nt feel a thing till the afore mentioned tingling started. All in all a novel way to awaken. 001204
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silentbob tourist! the exact thing you just described happened to me too
freaky
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sabbie sometimes,
it really fuckin' hurts.
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rem starts fires everybody hurts sometimes! 001212
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god it feels scary. 001212
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unhinged ...to treat me like you do"

"it gets so cold you can't feel it" ivet
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nocturnal what would you say if I told you a lie?
down the escalator into a hazy blue sky
suddenly you entered on my life.
standing there waiting for you I thought of all the things I'd say
but upon meeting I had nothing to say.
and all the people and places running through the night
I'd forget all of them only afraid that later I'd forget you.

how does it feel to be lied to?
how could you kneel as if he was your god?
keep on, keep on till the story's gone
keep on, keep on till the story's gone

what would you say if I told you a lie?
down the escalator into a hazy blue sky
suddenly you entered on my life.
separate one day from the other
loving one another
your life turns into the light that turns day into night
and your life turns into a fight between the sun and the moon you've become.

how does it feel to be lied to?
how could you kneel as if he was your god?
keep on, keep on till the story's gone
keep on, keep on till the story's gone
you lie awake, turn your freedom on
till the story's gone
till the story's gone
-Project Nim
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nemo aweful 010614
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blown cherry painful, but beautiful 020217
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blue star d'angelo is really worth checking out. 020217
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carne de metal do you like this? 020217
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blown cherry no, just painful now.
Maybe it will be beautiful again in the sunshine. In the dim light of the poota screen it just sucks.
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Syrope to let somebody down? or maybe how does it feel to be let down by everyone who's important to you...i only know the answer to one of these. 020315
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dionysos I like champagne beacause it always tastes as though my foot is asleep... 020315
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g h o s t i_feel_everything_and_it_sucks 020315
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Mahayana ][to be one of the despicable][? 020502
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Daria How does it feel,
to treat me like you do?
when you lay your hands upon me
and show me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your word
but tell me how does it feel
when your heart grows cold?
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new order (sumner/hook 1985) 020502
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silentbob my friend danny was singing that and i said it was that one band and he said, "What?? People COVER that song??" He was so offended. 020502
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joy division bird i used to have all of my favorite New_Order 12" singles before my vinyl collection got jacked.

true_faith
blue_monday
bizarre_love_triangle
fine_time
regret
world (price_of_love)
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Arwyn it feels like a knife twisting in my heart making me cry every 10 mins. It feels terrible. It feels like it's unbearable... 020503
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Kate How does it feel at the end of the school day to to see her and I walking down the hallway. Maybe you feel a sense of pride, knowing that we purposely detoured to see our respective "yous". Maybe the you which has left me shudders and wishes that I would pass by without eye contact, without breathing so that I will not contaminate. But today we stopped halfway because she noticed that we were noticed; we stopped at an acquantainces locker. Suddenly, we both experienced a mutual and acute nervous breakdown and aneurysm and began laughing hysterically, yet filled with emmense sorrow and then overwhelming joy, all on account of seeing you two by your lockers at the end of the day. She asked me if we should continue to walk by our destination or to walk away and take a more convenient, less emotional passageway. I told her that it was quite a watershed, and she had to duck into an open janitorial closet to contain herself. I wonder if you looked at us and wondered at our demoniac-like conditions. After much thought, we decided to abandon the mission- perhaps we had caught your attention, the gift of your eyes on us or just her for a second, and you had imparted your presence upon us. We turned around, and confidently walked back, knowing that today was a good day and that "For Your Love" was the soundtrack behind our motives. How does it feel like to way up in the sky? She wrote earlier on her Advanced Algebra II notebook. 020503
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rock on "TELL ME HOW DOES IT FEEL
TO BE OUT ON YOUR OWN?
AND NOW ITS TO LATE TO COME HOME
AND IT'S HARD TO BE FREE
WHEN YOU'RE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES
TAKE IT EASY TILL YOU MAKE IT ALONE"
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Mister Funkadelic It feels FUNKAE Baby.

Get your groove thang in gear.
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Mahayana [ to treat me like you do ]
--Blue Monday - Orgy
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