how_do_you_imagine_me
good people today, i sat around. i did nothing but stare at things and think. i hooked up my sega and pumped up the music (dieselboy is the god of dnb) and thought. i dissected my belief system, my lifestyle, and my thought process. i didnt reach any conclusion or agreement with myself, but i did play some sonic the hedgehog. 020310
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silentbob i imagine you with shaggy hair and boxers playing sega in a basement like brodie on mallrats. what a good good guy. 020310
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Arwyn Gracious that's such a great question... many a time I sit here and ponder how people imagine me as I type my blathes. 020310
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good people silent bob, you are very close. my hair is not shaggy, but long and well-kept. 020311
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good people and kinda like if jay and brodie had a love-child. 020311
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little wonder i wonder how you do sometimes
and i wonder how i imagine you
but nothing,
absolutely nothing comes to mind
you are absolutely blank
and you find it so amusing
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Syrope and don't say you don't know, because i want you to think about me ... im going out on a limb by opening up to you, i am still not sure i'm over my last heartbreak. and look at our situation...did i ask your best friend to like me, or did you, or should we pretend we don't know?...make me promises...imagine me yours. 020312
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unhinged sometimes i wonder
sitting all up in my head
how do they see me?
i think sometimes
i confuse how
i see me
with how
they see me
but i think sometimes
i am more than right
i think sometimes
i don't want to know the truth
i think sometimes
i think too much

how do you imagine me?
you've gotta know
i really don't like what i see
but sometimes i wonder
if you know
how much i struggle
to get it all across
what's in my heart
that more often than i'd like
the words just don't come out right
and i'm left silent
with silence_mistaken_for_malice
when really
there_are_no_words_here

but i guess that's a rarity
in me
i usually have so much to say
when you aren't around
but sometimes
from far away
i sit and imagine
what you think of me
if you think of me at all
cause i still think about you
at least once a day
too many ways to imagine
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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