his_words
pushpins i scare myself into

a
knot
020224
...
pushpins are filled with
the insecure sort of love
where its all unbalanced
and breaking the scale
when I put some on
during chemistry class
to see what would happen.
the teacher warned me
in his big glasses with his crooked teeth
that I should wear goggles,
because if it gets in my eyes, I could go blind.
blind love isn't a good thing.
right?
but his words bite
under my skin
where very few seem to get...
and it makes my eyes water
so I take off my goggles,
and put myself into even more danger
because his words look hungry
for a bit of me.
020302
...
pushpins his mouth doesn't say it,
but his eyes scream
"i hate you"
020309
...
continuous ache "get the fuck out bitch. i can't stand you anymore."

i thought love was a little less stinging.
020310
...
anne-girl silence. why should he speak to me?
silence, heart. You don't care about him.
050414
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from