her Quintessensual she took it from him he gave it to her she gave it to him he took it from her they lived symmetrically is that happily? while she outlasted him and he her 990927 ... Nate Higgins Her everything attaches me to this world Every moment every hour every day Her sensuous heart: glistening pearled Appears when I try to slip away 991030 ... Acuhymen "she came in through the bathroom window." she broke my nose with a sta(i)r(e) 000225 ... girl happiness makes me want to wipe that smile off her face 000326 ... medea I saw the shadows within her eyes and I wanted to bathe in the shelter there. relaxed and pure and dove - white. I brushed and braided her hair while she tried to focus on the kaleidoscope that kept twirling in her mind. I started to see the colors reflected in her eyes and I tried to reach in there and discover the jewels but my hand got scratched and she turned away. shadows came again and I poured flowers from my tongue all around her. 000405 ... MR "just dont give a fuck " I THINK ALL WOMEN ARE WHORES. EXSPESLLY THE WOMEN WHO WEAR SPAND-X AND LIKE EMINEM.AND THE WOMEN WHO LIKE BABYS . JUST ONE WORD FOR THEM PEACE MY ASS (()) 000715 ... SHADY W H O R E S !!!!!!!!!!!!!! 000715 ... Seth I met a woman who isn't a whore. She doesn't ask for anything. Not even my time. She loves me for me. We make passionate love. I don't ask her to. She doesn't ask me to. It's sort of like life. It just happens. If you call her a whore, she'll be one. People do what's expected of them. You do what's expected of you. The real question is, who is doing the expecting? Is it a personal communication between two people? Or does society imprint upon us? What makes her thing the way she does? I think that I've found a woman who can answer these questions. The journey continues. 000830 ... Seth Thing equals think... I hope. 000830 ... daxle I sit next to her, knowing it was a mistake to call her and and force her out of the world which was making her miserable, because it only followed her out the door in the space of her head. Silence, utter silence, lies between us despite the hums of radioless freeway driving. I think about life things, petty things, and her things, and occasionally contemplate whether she thinks I am mad or not. When she finally dropped me off I wished her luck and she acknowledged but when I said "habye" she said nothing as far as I can tell. I hestitated a second before closing the car door. We always take overly long to depart from eachother. This was not right. During the ride home it occurred to me that maybe I just wanted her to break up with him because he had given me so many miserable nights alone, when I had given up all my other friends in belief that she would maintain me. I conceded to myself for the millionth time that no one ever likes my advice so I should know better than to give it. 000908 ... moonshine The kind of girl you want to sleep with, but never ever take home to your folks. 001004 ... productanddestruct the urge to turn away and never look back. she's behind me and i feel her with every step. i will never be alone... 001219 ... Crespi I live for her. I will die for her. 010129 ... firehunden i love to read her words her voice is wonderful what will she be like? what will she look like? does that,...should that matter? we have so much in common will i like her? will she like me? soon.... soon i will know i'd like to meet her 010320 ... me jolie is a her 010329 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... pinkish i'd like to slap her. 010421 ... what grendel gets for thinking no, she wasn't who i thought she was 010421 ... zoeanastasia I look and see her A goddess in her own right I want to approach but It's an internal fight What if she thinks I am just some big dyke Who'll dirty her innocence And ride off on her bike I am no a femme But butch won't work for me I turn to say hi But it's too late you see She walked off with her man As I had this monologue It is so hard just to talk To see if you can. 010424 ... Zoeanastasia I am one of those hers that you can never quite figure out. i want everything inaccesible and deny those close at hand. I will know a girl I want to screw and I will look the other way. As she tells of her and him in some little rendezvous. I want security but run from serious proposals. I want to be beautiful as I don that baggy garb. I am a walking contradiction. Just ask me, I'll confess. I know everything and nothing. But what I know I cannot tell. I want the security of hetero. But the idea bores me to death. I want a homo existence. But am not courageous to take it. I am a confused her. One that tries to be flamboyantly overlooked. So next time you see a her like me. Give her a compassionate look. 010424 ... Fire&Roses I used to wonder if you remembered. I know you do. it was such a part of the story. Even thogh she was never in it I knew she was there. She was the reason I wrote... all those poems you love so much... those paragraphs of passion that ache for you... you cherish them like you cherish me but I wrote because I thought it was her 010723 ... johnny west I'm so smart. You know what I just figured out? If you shove an "e" on the end of "her", you get "here". Isn't that incredible? I certainly think so. Therefore, it must be. Because I am so smart, I know these things. I think I am completely burnt out. Finally. There was more after this, but I erased it. It was too painfully honest and stupid. Bye-bye words! Bye-bye! 010723 ... johnny west There was a whole hell of a lot more. Wow! I killed a lot of shit! Good for me. 010723 ... *molly sometimes i wish so very much that i were her. 010731 ... Marco I'm glad to have met you And I wish we could be together Perhaps in a dream somewhere We are... 010824 ... distorted tendencies i'm tired of him i need her 010825 ... stars Everything she does Everything she says Kills me in a different way I hate what she's done to me To us There's a hole in the middle That's not mending right But I love you. I do... 010922 ... silentbob i imagine she'll be sticking around in my life for quite a while, now... i wouldn't have it any other way. 010923 ... ClairE possessive or object so devilish i don't think I could ever list all the words that come after her but I'd like to sit under the stars and try to name the universe 011212 ... lexian she buried her creativity for him. she forsook love of music for him. she thought to hurt others for him. she took her soul and hid it where she would not find it for him... though he never asked only took from her without knowing and when he left her it all left with him. I want Her back. 020106 ... phil tommorow 020425 ... Bizzar She thinks that its jealousy. She thinks that hes just forgotten me. She thinks I care what she thinks of me. Fuck her, fuck him. Because the way I feel has nothing to do with her. She really thinks that I was nothing to him, someday shes gonna get a wakeup call more harsh than the reality that will slap her in the face. I dont care that shes with him. What irks me is that she thinks hes 'sweet' using his recycled lines... all the same ones he used on me. It actualy strikes me as quite funny that she doesnt see what hes doing. And if I liked her, Id warn her. But I dont, so Ill let her figure it out for herself. And she still thinks hes sweet. lol. Well, then I guess that means he was sweet to me, and sweet to every other one of his ex girlfriends. lol - she thinks shes special, she thinks shes different to him. Please... shes the same to him as every other girl hes 'loved' in his past. Im so glad Bryan stole me from him, or else I might have never seen it! 020601 ... chiefnewo her face her hair her eyes her body her lips her smile her gaze my gaze her gaze... goes right past me i look behind me and see him i hate him and love her her eyes do not meet mine they meet his i give up i leave leave her behind and wish i was him 020616 ... jayseehc ah, the pronoun that has been so influential upon my life... "her" has often been the reason for my pain, my problems, my anger, and my breakdowns... "her" has been the source of my happiness and of my tears. I have thought at times that the "her"s of this world had things easier than me... that I'd gladly trade. At other times I've thanked God I'm not one of them, for one reason or another. But tonight, I thank God I'm not a "her" for a different reason. Because if I was a "her" then I wouldn't be in love with HER. 020909 ... rubydee i am her always have been always will be her 021118 ... me not enough of her in the world or at least not enough lesbian ones 021214 ... adelade her. just who IS she these days? i used to be the one you'd ask that question to. not anymore. no no. best friends. what a comforting title. made me feel at home. not anymore. me, a piece of driftwood cast upon shore. her, the white capped waves, pushing me, leaving me farther and farther behind. alone. unwanted. dejected. that is me these days. where do i fit in? where am i wanted? where will i be comfortable again... bett yet, when? why me? what is wrong with me? when did i become so pathetic? who cares where i am. what i am. how i am. who i am. ? not her. maybe not anyone. i am me. sole. alone. standing as tall as i can with a selfconcious slump. preaching to myself oxymorons. it will get better someday. someday i will belong. but not today. today i am lonely. lonely and smothered by this utter silence. thanks to her. take me away. will you take me away? pssst. i.need.an.escape.and.fast. 030213 ... mona loves you "you'll probably have a lot of hate for me after this but I wanna tell you so you know. Yes, I still like (her), and I’m sure you knew that because yeah, you probably did. I knew I would never get a chance with her, ever. You told me you liked me, and I thought about it. (she)is just a simple crush and you're awesome. So I wanted to hang out with you. See how it felt you know? Just to see how we clicked. When we went on that date, all I thought about was you and her and I don’t know.. I was confused. If we started having something. Will I lose feelings for (her)? And on the way home, I wanted to just grab you and kiss you but I couldn’t stop thinking about if I went out with you. Would I change my mind and go for (her) if I had the chance. So I just kinda blah, I don’t know" He wants her as much as I want him, maybe even more. He used me by the way, if you didn't catch that. He used me And it hurt, It hurts. We were good friends for a long time before any of this happened, but when he did all this, played with my emotions and shit, he completely broke my trust. I don’t even know if I know who he is anymore. We still talk, some times it is the same as before, but some times I just cant get past it and it is awkward; as it should be. I may be exaggerating but this really sucks and it sucks more that it had to happen this way. I liked him, a lot. All he