heartfelt_insomnia Sonya I am liked, loved, adored, missed, wanted, and so much more. My heart won't be able to sleep now or ever. I don't think I shall ever understand men as much as I would like. They intrigue and confound me at the same time. They pull me in with their sweet words and simple laughter. They hold onto me with their soft tones and beautiful souls. They make me cry with the attention they provide in many forms. I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I don't want to sleep. I need an embrace, a kiss, a touch, a soft whisper, but I can't decide. I am being torn apart by my own doing. Maybe then I could satisfy everyone including myself. I miss everything. My heart will never be able to sleep ever again. 020103 what's it to you? who go blather from