have_you_ever_been_truly_loved Lila Pause - just a question. 040819 ... megan how do we know that? no one knows that... we only know who we truly love 040819 ... lucky you will know, if you are. 040819 ... love & hate no, but i have truly loved another... which is twice as bad 040820 ... jane my father asked me if i ever felt i had been truly loved by a man. i thought it ironic, & uncomfortable to answer. & yet, it was easier to say than i thought. 050824 ... andru235 not "romantically"...although d & t were close... someday, though. despite a complete lack of evidence, i feel certain that someday, probably in another life... leave me to my delusion. it is the only thing that sustains me at this point. indeed, it has been the only sustenance for centuries...oh, there i go again. shoot me, no, love me. where are you ☺¢¾♦? 050824 ... quotree "and did you get what you wanted from this world, even so? yes. and what was that? to love, and call myself beloved on the earth" doesn't have it in front of her, so may have misquoted 050824 ... oldephebe yes by God ... 050824 ... grendel not in any discernible way since the end of childhood. but then, i don't really think anymore that i'm one of those people who is meant for thqt sort of thing, so i'm not gonna worry about it. 050824 ... jezabel sometimes i think i'm cursed to be loved too much... or maybe that's not love... it's some sort of fascinated attraction, always delusional and surprisingly, not yet fatal... 050824 ... peyton when she touched me she said that she was filling her with me but what i didn't realize was no matter how much i tried i could not get those things back my heart she broke it and the older i get the more i realize that maybe it's not just teen angst maybe it's what so many people act like because they think it's romantic or cute or something that will get attention but with me my heart is really broken she took it and filled herself with it and now it's gone and i am left so very broken and just little specks of the beautiful little boy i used to be now i'm just common like dirt or something not beautiful or youthful at all and it hurts so bad that everyday my heart breaks again and no one hears it hit the ground or cares in the slightest 050825 ... Ouroboros yes, and it very well may be considerately_killing_me 060515 ... falling_alone if i was, i blew them off. 060516 ... L0v3 Is Fr3 Yes. If jade doesn't lie. I'm young. But I think I know. and that I've felt. This beautiful thing. It is happieness. And hope. and Pain. Mixed with a thousand other feelings. So much that you think your heart just might explode from the volume. and when it doesn't you thank God. And you pray it will never end. 060525 ... dipperwell Funny, I used to think so. Because I had to. For survival, I needed to believe. Then I had, just recently, a rude awakening. But at this point, I don't think I need to believe it anymore. My surroundings have changed, and so have I. Of course, I still resist it. But deep down...I can absorb it. And know that at least my side of the love was real. 060525 ... no reason who even knows what this means? the more (or less) that happens, the more cynical i become 060525 ... Emptyness Alive i believed i was but then my heart was broken so i hope i have but who knows what love really is. who has felt that all embracing warmth that swallows us. making us rise up. making us feel special. to look into our eyes like open doors to our souls. who can say they have. i believed i have and it felt great. 060526 ... Lemon_Soda Why does everyone always talk about love like the moment i feel it i'll feel it for the rest of my life and everything would be fine once that happened? Love is a moment, like everything else. 060526 ... dipperwell happily ever after syndrome the story can only be finished when she falls in love do not underestimate the power of the lie 060526 ... nineteen yeah. 060527 ... Emptyness Alive love can be that moment not a moment lopve can be that light in the darkness love can be like opening ur eyes love can make you feel so high that nothing can touch you you are invincible you are alive you are an everburning candle that burns away every doubt every bad thought. while you are with that one person u ar invincible terrible amazing Alive! as you can see i feel very strongly about this. 060612 ... superleni yeh, yeh, totally. a thousand times. i have. i reckon everyone has. it doesn't take much to love. sometimes it lasts just a moment. but it's still love. 060613 ... birdmad No, but now that i understand my role in the play that is the world around me, it doesn't vex me like it did for so long 060706 what's it to you? who go blather from