grandfather melissah old blue jean overall wearing, tobacco chewing, tractor driving bastard. 020801 ... your loving grandson Thank you for you. Thank you for all of your stories, for all the time you've spent playing games, and coloring pictures, and polishing pennies, and chasing lizards with me. Thank you for all of the summer afternoons you spent sitting on the porch eating peanuts with me. Thank you for everything you've taught me of right, wrong, compassion, and justice. Thank you for teaching me that not all people are good, but they all deserve the chance, and the benefit of the doubt. Thank you for your love. Know that my love for you knows no bounds. Know that my heart is breaking as I watch you slip from your mortal coil, and know that the world is a poorer place without you. Know that all of your family feels this just as deeply. Your body is weak, and the doctors can do nothing for your illness. We know the end is near, and while we do not want to lose you, even more we do not want you to suffer. You have our eternal love and blessing with you that the hereafter holds paradise for you. 040419 ... ethereal . 040419 ... tyler waters . 040706 ... newme i'm sorry i never met you never knew you it would've been great to talk history and dad says you approved of the name change 'cause you had an open mind and i wish he would tell me more about you i wonder when they found your body were you cold were you still feeling did you really do it or was it an accident i don't know i don't think i'll ever know i never knew you never knew me but sometimes i see us together living knowing how old would you be now did you know how could you can you know are you listening do you know i found your mother's names and how she died giving life to you is this why i've got such a fearscination with the 1919 influenza or am i just drawing connections here out of nowhere i seem to think too much about everything especially how i never knew you and i wonder about you and your life and your death and where you are now if you are alive somehow maybe you are a light shining down a sparkling star in the great sky i see when i'm sleepy and wondering 040706 ... electrik silence i believe in a thing called old people 041116 ... sirflaccid Why is this happening to you? Why? God knows I can't loose you. Oh my god.... what the hell is going on. Why? 050104 ... camille http://www.angelfire.com/mo3/camille/grandpaL.html 050104 ... Q Ahhh, Cat, this url is inoperative. :( 050111 ... camille Q... the link should work...hmmm please try again 050112 ... random skite worked for me. 050112 ... Q worked this time. :-) 050121 ... telephone tub where art thou? 060208 ... scrumtel why do the elderly have such little respect these days, they have seen and done and thought and realised more than anyone else and so should be revered not reviled. 060208 what's it to you? who go blather from