goodbye
Bob Dylan Oh, all the money that in my whole life I did spend, be it mine right or wrongfully, I'd let it slip gladly to my friends to tie up the time most forcefully. The bottles are done, we've killed each one, and the tables filled and overflowed, the corner sign says it's closing time, so I'll bid farewell and be down the road. 980923
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Bob Dylan Oh, a false clock tries to tick out my time, to disgrace, distract and bother me. The dirt of gossip blows into my face and the dust of rumors covers me. But if the arrow is straight, if the point is quick, you can pierce through dust no matter how thick, so I'll make my stand, remain as I am and bid farewell and not give a damn. 980923
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Danny I'll see you again I hope. Thank you. Its Okay 990209
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bush goodbye to myself goodbye to my friends I hope I see you all again 000114
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crass damn I hate that 000425
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fugazi This is not a fugazi entry 000606
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Zoe goodbye dear one, maybe i will see you in heaven one day (although you never did believe in much). they say that a child doesn't even have to believe because god will save them anyway. i hope so, i wonder if you would even be considered a child. you were 13 when you killed yourself. i hope that i will see you. goodbye! 000719
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misstree I didn't even get to say goodbye to you.

You shaped me, twisted me and molded me, gave me so many pieces of the puzzle, moved me though places i never dreamed existed, much less that i would enjoy. you gave me so much...

but i never even got to give you

a proper goodbye.
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unhinged why do people say goodbye with death? i see my grandma everyday...i had no reason to say goodbye. she was the most beautiful person, she used to take me to red lobster when i was in elementary school...she held the family together. she was strong. see....she's still here.

no goodbyes.
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god see ya 010106
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*tara* no good byes. 010208
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micro i'll never fully understand why i said goodbye. now the back road is painful. 010313
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Cybrmystiq I didn’t want to say goodbye.
But you made that choice for me.
I hope you are happy with your decision.
Because I am happy with mine.
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elisabeth When i left your stairs yesterday. when i left your yard and pulled away. I knew i was saying good-bye. how i wanted to give you a big hug and never let go but i can't. I gave one to my brother and i gave one to another friend. but i couldn't give you one. i don't want to say good bye but deep down in my heart i know i am. Deep down inside i was saying good-bye. that was the first time i was ever in your house that was the first time i was in your yard. and i know it is the last. how i wish i will see you again. but it won't happen you are too busy. so as i cry i am saying good-bye 010617
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jil i saying goodbye tommorrow...im goin to california...dont wanna go...damnit sure will miss him... 010630
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firehunden ...later 010630
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Casey I said this to some people who I thought were my friends. But it turned out my relationship with them was doing me harm. 010630
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baby satan whenever you notice someone giving you "the sexy eyes" (when it looks like they want to ravage you), the best thing to do is walk up to them and say "goodbye". trust me; works every time! 010701
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xenascully I cannot say goodbye
Because there's always that chance that it might be forever.
I won't say goodbye
Because I don't want that on my shoulders...
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Raphael she stands on a platform, raises her arms high, flexes her fingers, her long skirt skimming the floor as she sways to some hidden music playing behind the jade eyes, the porcelain skin, the soft red lips. She whispers a name silently to herself, her bare toes curl over the edge of the platform, her eyes flick to the empty air beyond, she looks down at the rubbish heaped below her, the dust lying undisturbed coating everything. A single glistening tear slides over the cold porcelain of her skin and down into the dust making a tiny speck of clean tile on the floor below her.
(copyright Raphael)
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KaNdY ApPlEz I dont wanna say gOoDbYe
But I'm gonna have to
Cuz i don't wanna see you see me cry
And if i ever saw you cry, I would just die
Anyhing for you..but
It's gotta be about me now
~It's the hardest thing ever had to do..I only do it for you n me
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ClairE I don't say it
unless I mean it.
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whoknows later 011209
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...4 now
i shall re-turn
awINhile

[how unlucky 4 U]
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kelli crane i'm leaving blather. Not that this should matter to a lot of you but it kinda sucks for me. When I discovered this site I was hooked. I loved it. people that i knew even noticed a difference in me. I wont go into details but the amount of bullshit and loss I've had to deal with in the past year is almost unbearable. And for the first time in about a year I've been able to express myself, freely, laugh and also see other people's point of view on things. I am a professional model who lives in South Beach. I own a Escort Service and have a really good life. Now that I'm leaving I guess it's okay to reveal myself now. In the past year I've lost a brother, a father and a daughter. My son was taken from me after I committed suicide when my daughter passed. No matter how trivial it may seem to some, what Daxle wrote to me, Calling me a dumbass and telling me to "keep it to myself", was just so uncalled for. I was so excited to find this site and I hate to leave but after that comment I feel like i can't write anything anymore. I would never want to get shot down like that again. Whatever, maybe I'm fucked in the head, but I am so angry right now. If I met that girl in person I think I might give her a mean right hook! I'm mad that I feel I can't do this anymore, it was the one thing that took my mind off of all the bullshit. The rest of you are awesome, I'll miss reading your thoughts. I'll miss the whole thing, Bye. 020120
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wendy wild OH NO! that sucks, girl. I like the stuff you write. why would someone call you that? Fuck them. Stay. 020121
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Invisible Butterfly i hate goodbyes...especially with the ppl that i love...itz so depressing to have to walk away from sumone u love , knowing that u won't see them for awhile , and all the while u just want to run back into thier arms and stay there forever 020601
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squint today was graduation, and this whole group of friends graduated and...since I'm leaving soon as well, for the summer and longer...and they are going to college...this was goodbye.

it hurts.

gnawing, dull feeling of emptiness.

a void

a blankness

they are just...gone. my last hugs, and then they are gone for the rest of my life.

it almost seems morbid. the person is basicallly dead to your life.

and now everyone is swallowing rivers of alcohol at my house, providing a nice unstable home for me to sleep in.

whatever.

its just the loneliness biting me.

everything is leaving.

i am just a shell.
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CJ well now today is my last day to blather for a while. I have to go away to the evil where I work called summer camp. Not that anybody really noticed my presence here. Good bye blather c-ya later 020612
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Boymansonbowie Somehow I know that this time goodbye is for real. 020827
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Torch The last thing I said to her. It was the only thing that I said to her that day and I hadn't even seen her that day. It has more meaning then she probably knows right now. 020831
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eklektic tonight was my last night working there. and of course, it was the most stressful because i was the only waitress from 4 until 11:30 and it seemed like all of highland square wanted ice cream and pasta tonight. i made $62 in tips and had nice conversation with whitney about her boyfriend alex and homecomings and proms and pep band. she wants me to bring "the boy who plays the cadence", as she put it,in next saturday. 020831
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cole the real work in life is in the goodbyes - the unwanted losses. 021114
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p2 welcome to the end of the world

Reports: Human Clone May Be Born In January
http://www.wnbc.com/news/1808270/detail.html?treets=ny&tml=ny_natlbreak&ts=T&tmi=ny_natlbreak_12585_04000111262002
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morphine. there should be no ''good''
because a BYE is not GOOD






fuck.

i dont know why i cant say ''badbye'' and be understood.
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p2 good bye
original from
god be with ye
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Reverend Lough i'd rather not...... 021217
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rachelle as i walked away i felt your eyes on my back
my footsteps were slow and i heard my heart crack

why won't you walk with me
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Mahayana ... waiting for it 021230
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silent storm then youll be waiting forever

it wont come
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just how do you decide when to say goodbye?
how do you decide that you are going to make something end?.....what do i do now?
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margadant11 An end is often times better then the start it just takes time to realize it... 030116
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blown cherry how do you decide when to say goodbye?

When the nights of pain and loneliness begin to outnumber the times where things are good, or at least just ok.
When a darkness known becomes more bearable than a shifting rollercoaster with more plunges than peaks.

When you're sad more often than you're happy.
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Bizzar Could this be forever? Why doesnt it feel it. How do you say goodbye to someone that you dont really want to leave?

My heart says you should stay, but my head knows better than that. I just wish I could convince myself that I really dont want you around.
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Cybrmystiq but in the end you said it anyway. 030401
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Grace well
it was nice visiting here

however

i think,maybe
i should be going..
thanks for that big ole welcome mat though..

awfully extravagent of you..
(i'd check the spelling,but,
i don't care..)
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niska minnesota_chris:

we're moving tomorrow.

i'll be back in a week or so, (whenever we get the cable fixed up), so we can get back to dissing each other then.

miss you already. ;)
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pobodys nerfect i know i haven't been here as much lately (for alot of reasons), but i just wanted to say goodbye for now. i'll be away and most likely i won't be able to get near a computer,so i probably won't be on for a few days(but i'll try to).

i'll be back though. sorry to disappoint some of you. :P wait a minute,on second thought,i'm not sorry.
anyway,bye bye!
pobody :o)
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Glory Box miss you both, love you in my own way.

trying hard to understand, certain the fault is my own.

night gets darker and all the sticky kisses in the world can't lift my heart from this goodbye.
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Toxic_Kisses I don't know how long it'll be till I come back, could be 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months, I just don't know.

I can feel my addiction starting up again but unlike