fucked_up mmm also see: my life 010325 ... Becky Sometimes.. people do really fucked up things. and sometimes.. I want to kick the shit out of them for it. 010902 ... Jamie is my head. I have the man I love. I have everything I wanted and now that I can't have what I had, I want it. I am fucked_up! 020103 ... phil "If something is fucked up and you can't ignore it, just fuck it up some more" -- some real smart guy 020514 ... little wonder when i feel like a really need to cry or i feel like i should be miserable for a little while, i pretend that someone died. 020514 ... bethany that i haven't cried in months, only a few times in the past year, and mainly from physical pain but lately i just can't stop, and i don't know why, and the possible reason are so shallow and dry, and i don't really want to but i just start for no reason 020514 ... Astrid dead inside. to care not its the only way to fuck everyone else but yourself. theres nothing left to do if you realize you cant control shit. it doesnt mind if you are the clever guy... you - cant- handle it. 020514 ... so fucking lost line up at the door, membership pass at the ready. fucked up so fucking lost some days i think im clawing my way back some days i think im clawing my way forward some days im not sure which way i should be going 020514 ... squint how much people care about what my boyfriend is like and looks like and whether he is worthy of me or vice versa. fuck off, dudes. 020515 ... stork daddy hey what's your boyfriend like...is he worthy? is he as worthy as all of us? the collective jealous alone...i doubt it i doubt it...i doubt you too...get out of here...just go 020515 ... liquid silver i just thought of having a baby, just so i'd have an excuse for staying home on friday nights. not actually considered, just thought about. still. fucked_up indeed. 021206 ... girlnamedlover god damn, the things you do are so fucked up. 021207 ... User24 ~no matter who you are~ ~or what you're going through~ ~there's always someone~ ~more fucked up than you~ clam abuse. 030622 ... unhinged The top 1 percent of all households owned 35 percent of the world's wealth last year. Meanwhile, the top 0.001 percent, ultra-rich households holding at least $5 million in assets, commanded $21 trillion -- a fifth of the world's wealth..... admittedly being of a socialist leaning, often struggling to pay the bills and having no health insurance, that above fact makes me quite ill. 080904 ... nr you can have the most fun night out with good friends and playing good music with said good friends, being complimented on your drumming, being satisfied with your (rare) singing performance, and all that good stuff, but still be looking the most forward to getting home and texting with your ex who sometimes generously reaches out but also often retreats, which you know. and then you get expectedly/unexpectedly disappointed and lonely. and you know what you should do but you're not ready and don't know if you ever will be. 190114 ... unhinged yes i_did 190115 what's it to you? who go blather from