freeze_nobody_moves_nobody_leaves insert tab a into slot b DON'T LEAVE DON'T GIVE UP ON BLATHER THERE MIGHT BE HOPE i_wish_i_never_woke_up_this_morning 011214 ... cube the concepts of freezing and blathing are somewhat opposed, no?... 011214 ... nah....! never. 011214 ... nah....! sometimes i wish i had never found blather. .....and then i realize that if i hadn't, my mind would have taken a dramatically different shape than it has in the past few months.....and that in itself is a huge deal to me, because anything that affects me this much and this profoundly deserves some grand recognition and appreciation. so, even though i am tempted to say that i despise the way i feel at present (due to blather! ha ha), part of me knows that's just bullshit. i fucking love this place. it twists and turns my life and makes me feel upside-down fabulous. and anyone who comes to blather for more than 10 or so visits is added to my list of people that i admire. (and yes, this even goes for the people who hate me.) blather is a playground. it's also a graveyard. but most of all, it's a haven for creative minds to come to and be heard. i know that's why you don't want me to hide. but i'm just scared. i'm just fucking scared. 011214 ... hey now! i aint going no where 011214 ... Jenna it "makes me feel upside-down fabulous." oh *exactly* -you got to my words first, nah :) I fucking love this place. 011215 ... nah....! hey, jenna! they're *my* words! tehehe.....we can share them, though.....yes. : ) jenna rocks. 011215 ... ClairE Do you think I could ever leave this place? Most of the people I talk to are on it, or are blather_dabblers. Almost everyone I know knows what I mean when I say "blather". I have conversations that include phrases such as "god is online," or, "Stop blathing and do your work!", or, one of my personal favorites, "Yum, I wish I had some of those carrots you blathed about." I have seen actual tears and genuine happiness due to this godforsaken blue place (yes, and the other one too), and gotten lost in a whirlwind of names. On the other hand, I have not only found in blather the only online site where I have actually made friends, but a place where I have made some of my closest ones. It is almost frightening (almost?!) how deeply this place has cast itself over and into all the crevices of my life (all, really), and I think this really does prove the existence of a blather_community, however much any people want to deny it. Go ahead. This is an "experiment". Everyone has their own rules for blather. Just like life. As Daffy has said, "Enjoy the show." 011215 ... distorted tendencies I might go away and take a break for awhile, no matter how long, no matter how many weeks... I always come back. 011215 ... Dafremen I just found this. : ) I enjoyed it. Thanks. 020510 ... Dafremen Yea D. T.? Well where the HELL are you when we need you? 020601 ... sabbie stay where you are and noone dies... many nervous little CSRs sat on a fence and waited while the big guns took their next aim. cmon. bring it on. i dont wanna work here no more anyways. 020602 ... Dafremen Ok sabbie, lemon_froot_loop_rider. I´m in a funk over twisted black licorice critics and their bumble bee stings. Not that I can´t take the stings, but who the hell wants to skip and frolic in a field full of black licorice and bees? Help me find the rainbow at the end of the tub o´crap sabbinina. Please? If anyone, it´s you with the Calgon words to take me away. There could be some worship in the deal for you..if you´re not against that sort of thing. (Motions to the sabbiedom blather...a good blatherkeeping seal of approval if you will.) 020602 what's it to you? who go blather from