fix_you
unhinged when you try your best
but you don't succeed
when you get what you want
but not what you need
when you feel so tired
but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse
and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone
but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you
high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
well if you never try
you'll never know
just what you were
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you
tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down your face
and i
i promise you i will never...mistakes
tears stream down your face
and i will
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

COLDPLAY

(i wish i could have hugged him during this song)
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f mmmmm...
i wish is in the past is it not?
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unhinged i wish i could hug him every second of every day but when i went to the coldplay concert with him, i wish i could have hugged him while they were playing this song 050823
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neesh i feel like i'm really relating to you today, unhinged. i wish i could have hugged her during a lot of songs at the coldplay gig we went to, but especially warning_sign. 050823
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unhinged they played the other song that makes me think of him too; the_scientist . didn't get to hug him for that one either.

cause he was on the lawn and i was standing alone in the 12th row.




but when the second ticket finally made it's way to the lawn and back, a guy i barely knew stood 500 ft away from chris martin listening to fix_you, one of his alltime favorite coldplay songs, and threw his arm around my waist. something about coldplay shows makes everyone wanna hug everyone else. it's the biggest hippie lovefest ever; which is weird considering they are british. hahahaha
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belly fire When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And i
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And i

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
-Coldplay

It's a wish I make for us.
A silent promise.
If you hear this song, might you wish the same?
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emmi this song is supposed to be hopeful so why is it that now i'm listening to it and feel like slitting my wrists? i listened to it with you in the car... when you were still lying to me, when you thought you could get away with it, when i was feeling like something was starting between us, something special, feeling something i haven't felt in a long time... before the betrayal, before i cried the first tears over you, before i had to say goodbye 060716
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Soma I would if you would let me.
I would try.
But you're too much like me.
Too many awkward_silences
and unsaid words
And we're both afraid of the pain.
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bird ...so you'll stop spraying around the house and the yard 060717
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