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depressed models,
anyone actually...
besides me..
they all look..NORMAL.
and Im a monster.
dead eyes...dead skin.....
a shrek nose...
UUGHH...
God why do I have to suffer...
it shouldnt matter wat I look like.
but it does...
I'm talking to my face now..:
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU FACE!
I hate you eyes! you're dead and scary..
I hate you nose! you're a
MONSTER in the center of my face!
I hate you mouth...UUGGGHH...
I hate you skin.
I hate you FACE.
You fucked up my life.
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ShilohLives Should I be thinner?? or how bout mabie better hair?.. My skin won't be smooth, these little bibps called pimples just seem to want to hang around. Why aren't models humanly beautiful? Compared to them I look like crap. I should go on a diet. Mabie I should put a paper bag over my head and wals around like that. My hair is frizzy unless I put a crap load of gel in it so mabie I should have some wacko scientist make up a product to make my hair into perfect smooth ringletts like it is when It is wet. Mabie I should live in a body bag. Or mabie I should just to go the moon and live there. Those stupid models. I think that mabie they are the ugly ones. So fake like plastic. But then why do my x'es look at them and sorta make up girls from them. Mabie that's why all my boyfriends leave me. Mabie It's because I am so freakin ugly that they can't stand looking at me. Or mabie I'm not thin enough. Or Mabie My frizzie hair finally got to them ...I don't know.. I was fine like 2 minutes ago and then I sau this little headline about models and so I will go on pretending that I don't care about them and end this blather before I send myself to some island in the middle of nowhere to live without ppl so they don't have to look at my face or see my lanky figure walk around....ok I'm done sorry for my complaining... 030713
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spell chizzeck or MAYBE you need to learn how to spell. 030713
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endless desire i just wonder what makes you think you have the right to do that when someone is spilling their heart out? 030719
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eyedream I look at the girls in the magazines.

Big breasts, nice waists, good stomachs.

Long hair, blue eyes, smooth white faces.

I look at the mirror.

Small breasts, too thin, soft stomach.

Short hair, brown eyes, Asian face.

And I feel beautiful.

grins softly and turns away
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bad shpellir you know what screw you spell chzzeck. 030927
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corbin laide or at people walking by in general
or looking in the mirror
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endless desire the_girl_on_the_bag_from_the_store 030928
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andru235 there is only one misspelling on this page, and it's the title!

it should read,

feeling_beautiful_and_intelligent_when_i_look_at_stupid_airbrushed_graphically_altered_surgically_falsified_camerabots_who_are_statistically_no_more_likely_to_fall_in_love_nor_maintain_lasting_relationships_nor_feel_a_sustained_sense_of_self_worth_than_ordinary_people_if_there_even_is_such_a_thing_as_ordinary_people_which_there_isn't_therefore_there_is_no_excuse_for_not_finding_the_beauty_on_the_inside_and_on_the_outside_of_yourself_because_it_is_there_whether_you_like_it_or_not.

please make a point to check your spelling of title words more carefully; thanks. you weren't even close to the correct spelling on that one.

it's misspelt_blathes_day! way to og!
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