false_hope_like_going_to_church sab false hope and sunday hats scratchy dresses that have to be kept clean hard chairs and boring songs and the Evils of Society everywhere there is evil inside me and it makes baby jesus cry i know ive been told i killed jesus with my sin and for that only he can forgive me i dont much like my chances he never seems happy to be on that cross in any photos ive seen [i saw a photograph of jesus and i asked him if he'd make me five] 041118 ... missionary That sounds awful! I'd rather go to a real_Church! 041119 ... missionary I don't ever want to go to any dead_churches again. 041119 ... Lemon_Soda I dunno. I figured I had hope or I didn't. Its kinda like faith...I decide what I want to believe. Sure, it might get proven wrong or end up not happening, but hope and faith was never proof of anything. It really is a blessing. I hope I'll wake up the next morning everytime I go to sleep, even though I know that one day I won't. But I'm still going to go to bed every night with that hope. Can you imagine going to sleep each night without the hope of opening your eyes the next day? Without the hope of something better, without faith in a brighter tommorrow, we slide from living to survivng, and one small step from surviving is not. Goals have no appeal if you have no hope to achieve them. I don't want to live in a world were everyone is perpetually depressed at the inevitable. I have faith that everything is going to turn out fine and I hope that tomorrow I'm a better man than I am today. I refuse to have that taken away from me. 041119 ... george Now Faith is the substance of things hoped for. It is the evidence of things unseen 041119 ... unhinged fuck_me_church_is_like_going_to_you ? 080313 ... unhinged fuck_me_church_is_going_to_you 080313 what's it to you? who go blather from