every_broken_thing uow everything is breaking i can't put my words together "they flee from me" like false hours 040924 ... Syrope it's so sad to break when no one's around and no one's going to notice. who's going to help me find all the shards that went flying? and being upset about being broken makes it hard to figure out which shards you don't want to keep anyway 040924 ... from now on pick up the pieces pick them up pick up the fallen 041109 ... unhinged limping dragging falling crawling trails left by bloody knees every broken thing and i'm waiting for the bus drag on my smoke some guy drives buy almost breaking his neck to look shaking my head what the hell for i never time these things right limping i toss my cigarette into the street half done every broken thing what a waste i was never one for the reburn the bus passing by the highrise condos mixed with the old eastside pretty things to look at with my heart flying by i can't get back to you no matter how hard i try everything to remind me i can't look back everything to remind me your_voice in my headphones the soundtrack of my life i tick the passage by the stops; ten more five more two more one more jumping dragging campus is like an ant hill workers scurrying in their independent bustle i almost get run over as i merge with the foottraffic on my way to class your_voice blaring in my headphones drowning it all out every broken thing falling i'm trying to tell myself i don't need you letting_go and then one day i see an older camaro in the same damn color my heart a stone in my throat i'm not looking back every broken thing crawling limping dragging falling crawling knees scraping over the glass of every broken thing left between us 041109 ... unhinged i listened to subsequent losses today and i was reminded. bittersweet that i still wish for shows like those 091117 what's it to you? who go blather from