ever_changing yummychuckle won't things stay the same, but change? I just want nick to stay the same, so I can change so WE can be happy. People don't tend to stay the sam, though. we are all constantly changing. Before I have time to undo my wrongs, the other person has left. wait, that was only in one case. and now I am pisssed. I changed, I tried, Iput a lot of fucking effort (and money, actually), just for this to be over withut me knowng. slow_realization. quit changing stop changing quit changing, i just wanted you to be happy with me. not without me. All I can do now is wait. 020109 ... Arwyn Things change so quickly. Only this morning I woke in your arms, and curled only closer as it had been an odd and disturbing slumber, and now you are gone. I can't express how much I miss you. I crawled into bed and put my head on your pillow, then cried myself to sleep wishing to the lord above you were there to hold me. 020109 ... ever dumbening hey, it's like seeing an alter ego of mine before i've even unleashed it. ever ... 020110 ... Grievance autumn. 020110 what's it to you? who go blather from