estranged andrea with the flip of a coin the drop of a hat the luck of the draw i find myself midst a new and curious world but i'm scared because someone could get hurt out there.... especially if they're all a-l-o-n-e please... hold my hand copyright 1999 991231 ... no reason From everything, everywhere, everyone, myself, my own mind. Afraid of it all, afraid to feel, can't even fucking reach into myself and pull it out. Refusal to acknowledge, fear fear fear, of insanity, of crying, of crying out, of realizing/accepting truth(s). 021202 ... no reason ugh there i go again...sounding all cryptic, guarding, covering it up. who cares how i present myself where no one knows me? the epitome of all this stupid shit, fear of others, of myself with others, in halls, in cars, in classes, on streets, on fucking websites, for god's sake. everywhere. go away, over-intuitive, over-introspective, over-analytical, overly paranoid, stupid self-centered irrationality. you're not the only one here. 021202 ... unhinged seeing your drug paraphanalia again made me angry. 021202 ... monkey out in space yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah. 060412 what's it to you? who go blather from