estranged andrea with the flip of a coin the drop of a hat the luck of the draw i find myself midst a new and curious world but i'm scared because someone could get hurt out there.... especially if they're all a-l-o-n-e please... hold my hand copyright 1999 991231 ... no reason From everything, everywhere, everyone, myself, my own mind. Afraid of it all, afraid to feel, can't even fucking reach into myself and pull it out. Refusal to acknowledge, fear fear fear, of insanity, of crying, of crying out, of realizing/accepting truth(s). 021202 ... no reason ugh there i go again...sounding all cryptic, guarding, covering it up. who cares how i present myself where no one knows me? the epitome of all this stupid shit, fear of others, of myself with others, in halls, in cars, in classes, on streets, on fucking websites, for god's sake. everywhere. go away, over-intuitive, over-introspective, over-analytical, overly paranoid, stupid self-centered irrationality. you're not the only one here. 021202 ... unhinged seeing your drug paraphanalia again made me angry. 021202 ... monkey out in space yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah. 060412 ... dan the two of us on the path to being estranged but strangers seems unlikely too many people in common make nice, talk as little as possible because anything either of us say can and will be used against us in the court of maw. 091223 ... hsg what more could you ask from me? 100420 ... unhinged does it really surprise you that ever since you dumped me i haven't made many overt attempts to contact you? (maybe because you don't answer when i have) 100420 ... S.e.W.hat now? ru really happier? Old at heart but I'm only 28 And I'm much too young to let love break my heart ..Young at heart but it's getting much too late To find ourselves so far apart I don't know how you're supposed to find me lately And what more could you ask from me How could you say that I never needed you? When you took everything, said you took everything from me.... 120614 what's it to you? who go blather from