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jennifer Kathleen: I like to start my notes to you as if we're already in the middle of a conversation. I pretend that we're the oldest and dearest friends -- as opposed to what we actually are, people who don't know each other's names and met in a Chat Room where we both claimed we'd never been before. What will he say today, I wonder. I turn on my computer, I wait impatiently as it boots up. I go on line, and my breath catches in my chest until I hear three little words: You've got mail. I hear nothing, not even a sound on the streets of New York, just the beat of my own heart. I have mail. From you. 010130
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Happy Happy Toxic_Kisses - an exhilarating psychological state of joy and optimism; an absence of depression

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I am no longer fighting_bad_moods_and_bad_days
I feel new, alive and such a sence of freedom and happyness, ok well I'm a lil down kuz it's my B-day (bleck!) but I'm not gunna let that keep me down, gawd this feels soooo amazing!! wheeeeeee!!
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a clever disguise antonym: depression 111028
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