dreams_die
unhinged to be replaced by others
let_it_go



i am tired of carrying the lament
of the lack of you
around with me
reduced to memories
and pleasant dreams
ephemeralized
like fog burned off by the sun
090414
...
unhinged yesterday at work he said to me:
'you will do great things. i know you will.'
i questioned him:
'like what? what great things am I going to do?'
he shrugged



by the time i wake_up
i don't remember what they were about
but a vague feeling of craziness
like hidden voices in me
fighting to get to the surface
vaguely_amazing
the way my mind works when i'm sleeping
090416
...
unhinged vous_et_nul_autre 090420
...
unhinged part of me always knew i was one of many
im_so_angry
with myself
for you being all that i had
sad_lonely_pathetic
yet again
and now i have nothing to cling to
090420
...
unhinged somethings are made to let_go of 100911
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from