srealisma Actually this is the way it goes.

there was a professor who should have or would have been a better advisor. He was studying in the library. I was walking by. I couldn't go in. I understood these things. Lightning hit that i needed assistance and advice out of this situation and similar ones. That, dear friend, spelled the end, it was just the motions to achieve the ousting the poor outcome, and the universe does its best to try to give a shit about recompense but it doesn't really so it drags and i am left trying to prove myself to anyone who looks like they would take me in, given better circumstances, of course. Yes, sorry, There were no contracts for the aftermath.
what's it to you?
who go