dont_stop_trying_because
morphine. i care, you know? or at least i CARED. maybe it was a long time ago. yeah, so it was. but i fuckin cared a lot. i know i made it look like i didnt give much of a fuck, but
i did.

and someday itll come across again. but oh,
maybe it already has.
im starting to believe you.

its okay,
i say its okay.

i know you think its so beautiful, but its too hard for me to REALLY look at it that way.
but i try.
and i.
will continue.
i think.

but its tough
because it all
just seems
so fuckin
stupid
sometimes
021222
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from