dont_runaway icy and that's what you said, and you don't know how close you really were to what i was thinking, what my response would be. can you read my mind? but now i don't even really want to. don't get me wrong, there's still a big part of me that's scared shitless, but for some reason i'm willing to take the chance. and i still don't know why. why you? why do you make me feel this way? it's confusing and damn frustrating, but you're so intoxicating that i just can't help myself. you're addictive, and i don't know how to stop. i don't know if i want to stop. you make me feel like a giddy schoolgirl, all wrapped up in a crush... but perhaps this could last - if i don't fuck it up first. you're dangerous for me. 060905 ... icy and i still will not runaway, not from you. people tell me i'm wonderful for staying... but, well, it's just better for me to not listen to what people say anyhow. how could i leave you? you got me. 111124 what's it to you? who go blather from