dont_even_feel_free_on_blather Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge :( maybe who i am & what i say [is] [just] [all] wrong :( 011218 ... birdmad no, it's quite lovely actually 011218 ... oren Has someone tried to take your freedom here? This will not do! 011218 ... Toxic_Kisses or maybe they simply misinterpeted (Sp?) what you were saying and and so they are in the wrong. I'm shure if you explaned every thing would right it's self again 011218 ... ClairE Sometimes. Because it is part of life. But every blatherer on here is just a blather_persona. So feel free to say what you feel, dude. 011218 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ¿[perhaps i am a creep]? ?[what do I know]¿ compassionate sensitive ways loosened all grips & hopes of freedom shesheshesheshe................ went.went.went................. away.away.away................. ............................... ............................... ............................... freedom of hope support has "creeped" one out ?[what do I know]¿ ¿[perhaps i am a creep]? ?[do I know]¿ ¿[my support creeps]? support verbs favor actively in the face of opposition advocate, back, side (with), uphold applaud, approve, endorse, favor, pull (for), root, embrace, defend, maintain, sustain, align oneself with, be on (someone's) side, take (someone's) side ¿[perhaps i am a creep]? ¿[why cant i be beautiful]? to supply what is needed for sustenance support fellow blathers [i am *not* a pillar] to hold up in position by serving as a foundation or base [longing 2 be something beautiful] pillars supporting an arch ¿[why cant i be beautiful]? encourage, encourage, encourage [why have i lost all courage] ¿[i creep]? 011218 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge [i am 2 over sensitive] reflections of an inner self? a state of mind [i am 2 over sensitive] please forgive me 011218 ... unhinged maybe i should have never said anything i didn't want to make you self- conscious/conscience 011218 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge unhinged, this blathered topic & title is not in relation nor aimed at you in any sense [you are a most wonderful soul] -_-_-_-_-_-_- maybe U should have said everything instead... for consciousness is truly blessed amongst the lexus... of one whom is so unhinged -_-_-_-_-_-_- [you are a most wonderful soul] 011218 ... its all bullshit i dont feel free. i even changed my name. i'm creating a new persona because i dont fit in and i need to be loved somewhere. funny! bullshit, im not going to even use the new name because then i may be discovered. its all bullshit. 011218 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge & [I] wonder if i [am] the bullshit - dis·cov·er·er /-&r-&r/ talking 2 [myself]? [I] [am] [myself] maybe [i am] loosing my mind's 14th century transitive senses [i am] [i] dont [remmeber] composing [that] last entry yet it so speaks the truths within [i] [remeber] [that] : EXPOSE: DISPLAY & :[discover the solutions]: [discover you were just out of gas] [dont give up/dont give up] : EXPOSE: & DISPLAY who U R who U were who Ur becoming :[discover the solutions]: through exposing the displayments maybe [blather] is [the dream] and my life an awakended state [blather] [the dream] i 2 need [2 be loved] anywhere [somewhere] nowhere? loved...be... 2 need [2 be loved] [somewhere] dis·cov·er dis-'k&-v&r Inflected Form(s): dis·cov·ered [2 be loved] dis'cov'ered [2 be loved] love'ed [2 be dis'cov'ered] Inflected Form(s): dis·cov·ered -'k&-v(&-)ri[ng]/ 2 let the blather world inflict you with their forms even if they maybe inflicted themselves dis·cov·er·ing / descovrir, discooperire, dis- + cooperire cover —more at COVER intransitive senses make a discovery - dis·cov·er·able /-'k&-v(&-)r&-b&l/ - dis·cov·er·er /-&r-&r/ DISCOVER, ASCERTAIN, DETERMINE, UNEARTH a chance encounter [discover the source of the bullshit]. [attempt to ascertain the population of that region].[even if you are unable to determine the origin of the word]. [unearth old records].[learn your name only today] [learning love through dis'cov'ery]. ---------- fellow blather U R loved if even only by me U R loved fellow blather ----------- 011218 ... kerry Mahayana, i think everything you say is wonderful, actually. sometimes i feel the same, though, when i read back and someone has said something less than nice about one of my blathes. but it's okay, i guess... sometimes it makes me sad because when i read blather everything that everyone says is just so cool and brilliant and i feel like so much less of a person. i admire almost everyone on blather. 011223 ... minnesota_chris I have told a couple friends that I write on blather. So now I have to watch what I say :( It's what I get for not being poetic or expressive around them. No, I'm poetic and expressive once in a while, I guess... 030101 ... :( its sad i guess. i dont know anyone - and i should be able to say what i want. but then i cant. and finding a post by someone bitching about how blather has become doesnt help. especially when i am the perfect example of all that person hates about blather today. its a shame really. 030102 ... megan some people do tend to judge you for what you say on here. it pisses the hell out of me. my day is ruined! AUGH! 030102 ... splat Screw everyone! Screw me, screw you! Say what you want, feel how you want. Say what you feel. Look, an AIM convo!: Smartguy: I really hate what blather has turned in to. Way too many AIM convos posted on there. It's turning into a chatroom. No original thought. Whatthefuck: Hey, I'll post this one. Smartguy: Cool! Whatthefuck: Oh, yeah, but we need a reason to put it on there. Smartguy: How about we include poetry? Whatthefuck: Cool!! Smartguy: Oh how i love my Friend. They are cool and fun and Smart. I want them bad. Whatthefuck: A haiku! Awesome. Now we have clearance to do whatever the hell we want! We are armed with Poetry! Smartguy: Hell yeah. Smartguy: Oh yeah, and while we're talking about poetry, blather is really disintegrating. Whatthefuck: Yeah. I just hate what everyone else has to say. They should shut the fuck up. Smartguy: Yeah. Smartguy: We know what blather was REALLY meant for. Whatthefuck: Yeah. 030102 ... free_your_soul try not to allow the elitism of strangers to discourage you... holding on to a thread... wonder why they are so attached to their little familiarities... sadness compells me, frightened and lonely, to attone for my [being[being what] who are we/they/you and what is becoming is another outlet of humanity this is what we/they/you are embrace (disown) the beauty (ugliness) it is all one everyone has a voice let them sing 030215 ... . blather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight. but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think. 050104 ... meta meta 060413 ... no reason when things get too twisty-tangly for comfort 060413 what's it to you? who go blather from