don't_think
lou_la_belle
as
long
as
i
don't
think
i'll
be
ok
as
long
as
i
push
away
all
those
thoughts
i
can
still
smile
still
be
me
and
not
just
a
fake
shell
.
but
i
have
to
admit
it
gets
harder
every
day
to
block
those
thoughts
,
to
stop
that
flow
.
i
know
it
can't
be
possible
and
so
i
self
-preserve
as
long
as
i
don't
think
about
it
there's
no
way
i
can
be
hurt
.
040528
...
nom)
you
know
when
you
don't
050930
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from