don't_think
lou_la_belle as long as i don't think
i'll be ok
as long as i push away
all those thoughts
i can still smile
still be me
and not just a fake shell.
but i have to admit
it gets harder every day
to block those thoughts,
to stop that flow.
i know it can't be possible
and so i self-preserve
as long as i don't think about it
there's no way i can be hurt.
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