disoriented_april jane she went out on a walk some path to nowhere surrounded by cherry blossoms and grass clippings the petals fell out of the trees like snow the only snow she would ever see especially in april at least she didn't have to feel the cold-hearted weather of the east coast not here the breeze blew more petals fell she felt more alone walking down that road and feeling more lost than ever 030408 ... j "one more time," she promised herself as she walked through the door. "one more time and i swear i will gather up the courage to tell him how i really feel." she got to the door and knocked, he opened it, and she saw his face. she looked straight into his eyes. they were brown. "no one ever talks about brown eyes," she thought. "they always talk about green eyes and blue eyes, eyes as deep as the ocean. they never talk about the brown eyes that suck you in like shadows." she realized that she had been standing there for quite awhile, staring at his extraordinary common eyes. "what's up?" he asked. and at that moment, she lost herself, and everything that she had ever wanted to say. 030408 ... . . 050604 what's it to you? who go blather from