disdainful
unhinged did it ever occur to you
that your life is not your own?
that the second you laid eyes on me
you left something behind
that's been growing in my heart
ever_since
ever_since
your growls
your screams
your tears
you're letting yourself go
pulling me up at the roots
raising the bottom to a breathable level
when we sink
our heads still above ground
and i've loved you
ever_since
ever_since
i met you;
the level you are left at
disdainful
cause i've been standing at the edge
hand out-stretched
and you won't grab it
i won't let you drown eyes closed
you are going to at least
have to look me in the face
as you smother yourself
your life is not your own
and i won't give back
what's now part of me
your struggle
your pain
your tears
come from the same source
as mine
i've been standing on the edge
hand out-stretched
look me in the face
while you are sinking
and tell me i don't understand
i've known
ever_since
ever_since
you wouldn't let me go
and now
your life is not your own
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unhinged you know you were wrong
you know you hurt me


so you walk_away




while i'm thankful for the space to feel this
it hurts like hell to deal all alone
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from