dead_promise nah....! his fear took a jagged knife to the throat of his promise and now all i can do is weep and miss..... his promise, his presence, his sweetness, his laughter, his music, his energy, his compassion.. i miss i miss i miss miss and miss and miss. i wonder what it feels like to stop caring and to forget about promises once kept. 011220 ... ClairE If I remembered them, I think I'd die. 011220 ... girl_jane Why do I still believe him? Why don't I realize what everybody else already has? Why can't I let go? Why does he hurt me? Why do I let him? 020303 ... I used to know He left so many to her. She gobbled them up like so many pills. I thought she would have forgotten him, moved on, but no. Still an abandoned carosel of love and hate, well maybe not but something_like_love He still makes promises; she tries not to believe in her childhood fairytales. How could you do this to her? String her along for twenty years? Break a promise and buy her new shoes; break a big one, she gets a drumset. How could you have let this happen Dad. 071107 what's it to you? who go blather from