dark_entries
the kick in the eye Caressing
bent up
to the jug again
With sheaths and pills
Invading
all those stills
In a hovel of a bed
I will scream in vain
Oh please miss Lane
Leave me with some pain

Went walking
through this city's neon lights
In fear of
disguising my warping seething
Pressure lines
and graceless heirs
Intangible of price
Trying so hard to find what?
What was right

I came upon your room
it stuck into my head
We leapt into the bed
degrading even lice
You took delight
in taking down
my shielded pride
Until exposed became my darker side
Puckering
up and down
some avenue of sin
Too cheap to ride
they're worth a try
If only for the old times cold times
Don't go waving your pretentious love

[He's soliciting
on his tan brown brogues
Girating through
some lonesome devils row
Pinpointing
well meaning upper class prey
Of walking money checks posessing holes
He often sleekly offers his services
Exploitation
of his finer years
Work
with loosely woven fabrics
Of lonely office clerks
Any lay suffices his eye]

I came upon your room
it stuck into my head
We leapt into the bed
degrading even lice
You took delight
in taking down
my shielded pride
Until exposed became my darker side
Puckering
up and down
some avenue of sin
Too cheap to ride
they're worth a try
If only for the old times cold times
Don't go waving your pretentious love


bauhaus
011024
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thieums Bodies in close contact
On the other side of the window
What do I find in watching that?
I don't know
But
I am alone
Nothing to do
Watching, wanking
Routine
Can't get it off my mind
Addiction?
080522
...
suicidalchinadoll three years of darkness, and only now the light returns with a halo of red.
spanish cooking

and the grass speaks to me, though three years of winter have covered their eyes and ears and tongues.
I see a thaw in the future.

no this is not a dark entry...but the darkness is not entirely past yet
080523
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from