consensual_heartache
TalviFatin We're entering this conversation knowing that at the end I will fall with such a pain that my soul will shudder and crack. But thats okay with you because..somehow..you are made of stone. Just tell me not to talk to you ever again. She has won. Admit it you cowardly bastard. Just tell me the fucking truth and be done with it. You already agreed to hurt me. 031025
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Syrope well alright

i wish you'd picked a better week
but whatever
040314
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In_Bloom What two people share as they balm their hurts against one another's kindness and hopes, however futile

It's okay though because sometimes:
One hit heals nine misses
090921
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unhinged i still find myself hoping
that he doesn't think it didn't hurt me too
but his petulance
immaturity
probably stop him from realizing that it hurts me too
not having someone to tell my day to
to hug and kiss goodbye
lonely lips make lonely hearts
lonely hearts make lonely tears
and too often
lonely tears make cruel words


part of me is relieved he moved
not that far but far enough
the risk of running into him lessened
but the hope of running into him lessened
maybe it's better
i saw the path we were on
and turned off it before all the base, greedy pain
soaked up the way we loved each other
in the beginning

i do not regret meeting you
i do not regret falling in love with you
i do not regret leaving you
090925
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unhinged there is a twinge of sadness in his eyes
reflected
i know is also in mine

the difference between
lovers and friends
091013
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unhinged i saw your dad pull up to the walgreens
as i was leaving
but i pretended like i didn't
and kept walking


you called me a few hours later
repeatedly
from two different phone numbers


and i called you back a few hours later
(i think i just wanted to hear your_voice )
you sounded
lucid
rushed
gentle but sad
you hung up quickly



today sucked
everyday with the non_response sucks
100911
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unhinged . 140710
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unhinged you cut off our feet before we could even really walk together and i still dont understand why.


you knew you were killing any chance of us staying together so you went the mean angle.


it was wrenching
ungluing
separating

we had so quickly became used to being smooshed together. our schedules. our bed. our bodies. our bathroom. then

oops. maybe that all was a mistake.



sorry_but
i dont see a friendship in that


(but that was the most painful breakup ive ever had. it was true severing of something that was me and you, something that we made together. we were happy. part of me still thinks it was unnecessary.)
140710
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from