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Lady Lightness 'yoga is when you leave the classroom' 070529
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unhinged instead of drinking more whiskey i just take a deep breath 070529
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look at yourself it obiously isn't enough for you, you've got too much hate inside you.... join a screaming group. 070530
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unhinged really, i have nowhere near as much hate in me as i used to and more productive methods of dealing with it. i do wish i could love everyone, but i am not that realized yet.


so i breathe_in
breathe_out
focus on the breath
look myself in the eye
and say my
mantra_of_the_year
i am an ocean
deep inside i am still
and feel it all melt away
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REAListic optimIST some feel that it is important to breathe in a pattern in which one goes "in with the good, and out with the bad". I don't feel that this is quite fair to those whom would have to breathe that which you might exhale, however.

instead, I have taken it upon myself to meditate upon the gingko tree. these trees absorb pollution and exhude oxygen. in this way, i wish to take on the pain and suffering of the world around me, and put out pure love; to inhale the bad, and exhale the good.
070531
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unhinged tonglen


in with the bad, out with the good
070531
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unhinged doh

sorry
070531
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REAListic optimIST ? why sorry ? 070601
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unhinged eh *shrugs*

i feel like my words are unwanted lately
070601
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z A SONGALONGADONGABONGA TO ALLABALLABALLABALL THOSEDFIBIGUYAKANANANANA GAAGGAGA IF YOU WANT PUUMISH U WANT U KOMOONINGIGI U ASSASSSUUUU JINGAHANGIDI AMANIMONOLOMITH HAMMAMADAMAKARAMITH TUYUMUDUMULUMUNUTH DIMINIMINIMITH! 070601
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REAListic optimIST au contraire, your words were a deeply parallel yet more intricate echo of what I was saying, and I thank you for pointing me to that page, and thus the concept. I hadn't combined the gingko meditation with the healing of self parts idea before, only considered them separately, so it truly was a gift. 070601
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REAListic optimIST indeed, your words were gifts_not_burdons 070601
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unhinged cool


those are just the preliminary practices. for some reason, i never got around to putting up the rest of the practice. once i get my copy of that book back, i will post the rest of it. that book had the best description of it i've ever read.
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hsg m 081007
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unhinged so_i_take_a_deep_breath 100402
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