compulsion
rubydee fingers travel quickly over skin
looking for any rough spots
tiny defects
an uphinged cuticle
papercut
hangnail
furious repair begins
picking
picking
smoothing
tightening the skin
temporary relief
as blood rushes forth
and endorphines surge
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unhinged self_mutilation 030601
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x obsession
compulsion

i know
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jane not the same as obsession
i only know because i'm compulsive
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User24 no,

obsession is an unstoppable want to do something

compulsion is an unstoppable need to do something
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farkywhatever who are you "no"ing? 030619
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User24 it was a no of agreement with jane 030619
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x i never said they were the same 030619
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jane i never said you did 030619
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from