cigarettes_coffee_people_and_music
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Thats all I need right now.

When it comes down to it.
I'm happy when I smoke...when I'm loaded on coffee...when I'm talkin to my girl (or someone)
or when I'm into a song.
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Twitch I'm afraid that the one thing essential to my equation is also my weakness... People.

I need to grow a backbone, and not depend on others.
And of course, the ultimate irony is I'm proclaiming this to the very thing that I depend on too much, people.
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Twitch ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................................................................... im afraid that my futur is undecided.

My choice is to care or not to.
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some blatherskyte OOO!!! CARE IS A GOOD CHOICE!


...yea

I cared enough to post here.
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kelc i don't need people.. but i need the rest.
And my pets.. o_O im such a fucking dork.

and then i put crackers as my email by accident, which lead me here again.. creepy thing is, it was totally subconcious.
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Twitch wow...funny thing is...out of everthing in my equation to happiness...people are the essential part.

Whats your secret to not needing them?
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marked . 050920
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Twitch But of course! it is the period!

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yes i can feel my need for people vanishing already...
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This is great!
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Twitch I think I'm gonna have to stop the cigs...




sometime....





problem is...whenever I stop for a while....I tell myself "There! I'm not addicted!" and have a cigarette to celebrate...
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Twitch great...
It's national make ben feel shitty month (also known as teens against ciggarettes an shit month). I found out that 500,000 people a year die from smoking...(1200 a day)

I figure they most smoke more than 4 a day though.
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IGG how about
cigarettes_alcohol_people_and_music

the essential ingredients to
a most FABULOUS pissup.
(although they just seem to be pretty standard now.)

try having a pissup without just one of those...
it aint gonna happen.
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Twitch I dont think I've ever been REALLY drunk. 051020
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Twitch I'm gonna have to drop the cigarettes soon...

I can feel an addiction coming...best I stop now...





errr...


when I'm finished the packs that I bought.
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Twitch Attention costumers...

we have a slight change in the system...

I now run on Cigarettes_adderall_coffee_people_and_music
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my name it means nothing I'm afraid I drink coffee because I am not hardcore enough for cigarettes. Unfortunately, I am not even hardcore enough for coffee either. But sometimes I need a bad taste in my mouth. And I have my music because I am not hardcore enough for people? No, it's the other way around. People who drink coffee and smoke cigarettes.

There is a resurgence of cigarette smoking it seems. Rebels against their health-conscious yuppie parents?
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jane story of my life 080917
what's it to you?
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