but_all_the_usual_things_leave_me_distant
endless desire dust-
flowers-
and all the usual things.
and i shall wear
the green sweater
and sit in a wooden chair
drinking mint tea from my chipped mug.

music-
windows-
and all the usual things.
and i shall dance
with my fingers
and sit very balanced
humming to the soft tune in my mind.

haze-
screams-
and all the usual things.
and i shall sway
my silhouette
and study the shadow
forming against my white curtain.
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endless desire this
is
how
i
feel.

oh beautiful blather. never fade.
if you are alive than i am also.

please sustain me.
i am alone.
yet so surrounded.
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realistic optimist *mwah!* 031011
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sans nom i am caught between frames
blinding light bursts
see_through walls
no exit sign
stopped watch
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Death of a Rose You are note alone! 031012
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ferret when even blather leaves me feeling cold and empty. i fucking need you. but of just FUCK IT (as i scream at the top of my lungs) i just wanna fuck it all away 031012
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from