brainwave_generator
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x when i concentrate for lengthy periods of time, i get ravenously hungry. theories? 031209
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u24 .... why not just listen to music?

x; the brain takes up energy, either you hardly ever concentrate, so the unusual amount of effort depletes your energy, (much like the way I get out of breath when I have to run) or you just concentrate really really hard, having the same effect.

experiment with eating/drinking different foods, seeing which satisfies you more, then you can identify which chemical you're using up. perhaps eat more carrots?
031209
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x I tend towards snack foods because I can eat them and work at the same time. I have either juice or tea most of the time, and always water. I avoid caffeinated tea unless I am seriously lacking energy. Then I go for genmaicha or yerba mate. Had a B-complex vitamin earlier. Had a boca burger with hearty bread and mixed greens. Started the whole session off with a black bean and mixed vegetable burrito. Now I'm voraciously milling my bulk snack mix and craving a screwdriver, but knowing that wouldn't help my cause.
I don't usually concentrate this hard.
Music is always a part of the equation.
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x Oh and this started at 8pm and it is now almost 4am. A few breaks to talk on the phone and watch a few minutes of dvd's with my roommate here and there. 031209
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u24 I eat way too many sweets, and not enough liquid. Orange juice is good for you, especially if you smoke. the music comment was about the website, but yes, I always find that music helps concentration (and is an easy way to tamper with your emotions and moods)
re: decaf -excellent! caffeine is really bad for you.. mind you, I don't drink tea or coffee regulary (coke, on the other hand..)

(now I'm just rambling aimlessly)
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phil I believe, it is cool.
Wish I could take it on the go, the selfhypnosis would be fun...
"I like the cold"
"I like the cold"
"I like the cold"
"I like the cold"
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u24 metaprogramming. 031209
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notme http://www.weightlossresource.com/library/showarticle.cfm/ID/1510/T/health/cat/Cognitive/ 031210
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notme my cheeks flare up all rosy when i'm really focusing, they go hot to the touch
i've gotten "what's wrong?" a million times in my life because of this,
when i cry my face goes really red as well, or if i'm feeling shy, so sometimes people think i'm mad or upset because my face is pink,..but i'm just thinking

i can turn blue at will too heh! by thinking really hard to make it happen,.. and i usually make myself pass out doing that, everything goes white and spinny (i wonder if there is anything online about people turning blue at will? i will look, i freaked a science teacher out doing that once demonstrating)

anyway i've heard before that the more you think, the more energy you use,..so it makes sense to me that you would get really hungry x, that happens to me as well
my mom has a saying 'think thin' she heard somewhere,..but she adapted to this concept
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notme oh and the turning blue thing is maybe related to having been a blue baby, born real blue and then had the whooping cough blues

is going to stop talking now
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notme i wonder what makes me so stupid? 031211
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phil swallowing your spit. 031211
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notme right. 031212
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ajksdks brain
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