better_things
oh_dahling
I
have
to
belive
that
there
are
better
things
than
this
.
Better
ways
to
live
.
Something
other
than
these
days
that
wash
out
with
the
sun
.
I
get
in
these
states
where
I
find
myself
watching
the
tops
of
trees
sway
through
windows
.
And
it
is
silent
.
A
buzzing
quiet
.
A
silence
deeper
than
all
the
conversations
I've
had
lately
.
060105
...
Doar
but
of
course
.
just
a
little
bent
from
the
wall
.
that's
all
.
better_things
are
sprayed
upon
the
lense
and
cleaned
.
the
spot
hiding
a
headache
.
.
121231
...
unhinged
you
always
told
me
i
deserved
them
(
in
relation
to
you
)
i
never
found
them
(
everyone
is
fucked
up
somehow
)
180603
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from