beginning_with_an_end
anyway wasted time
forgotten whys
nonexistent memories
cliched excuses
don't end it like this!
we just began.
I still care,
i miss you much.
I'm not the type to hide my feelings,
but you leave me no choice.
my only secret belongs to you.
still obsessed
i told you i never was to begin with!
but our beginnings are our only endings anyway.
010707
...
anyway Long overdue...
Our pages have turned.
Gazing at the end...
Are we really over?
No. I'm not done with you yet, anyway.
010707
...
firehunden the uses of flesh are many
physical restrait
my mind is abused
emotional torture
my spirit used
it pulls
it crushes
it tears apart
it bleeds so much
my broken heart
tears of joy
to be released
not for me
i'm only teased
there is no sight
no smell
no touch
my mind is numb
my soul has gone
my spirit left
a shell remains
for you to see
nothingness to use
it's uses are many
010707
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from