atonement ingifict_oer i can keep kicking myself in the teeth til i have to eat with the aid of a straw if that's what i have to do 030809 ... hey now! at-one-ment 030809 ... stork daddy you do so many wrongs that you start to lose track, the faces start to blur together. and even though at the start you exaggerated the wrong you did, you saw hurt where there was none, you eventually rationalized your way to real hurts, defending yourself always by saying, i'm not as bad as this person, or that person. you don't even know where to start your atonement. you don't even know what the good life to live is. and yet you can't give up. you wait for an answer that's not forthcoming from a god who may not be how you think it is. 040317 ... andru235 wind over water gives a clean feeling but does not part the towering clouds in my sky this clear conscience muddles the path 051102 what's it to you? who go blather from