as_simple_as_that
Rhinna
I remember the day, that I finally looked up, and why I ask myself, did I do that? What was it about you that caught my attention, or were you just forcing me to look at you? Why did I let you in, and why are you still here?

These are the questions I pondered at first, but then I began to discover that it was me, who was seeking you. It was me who charged into your blackened world, past those formidable gates, and singing my skin as I leaped over the dancing flames. You invited me in, because you looked into my eyes, and saw not your reflection staring back at you, but an entity all in its own, but much like yours. To this day, you still move me, and make me feel, and I still find myself in that state of amazement.

You still climb over my wall to get me, and day by day we watch it crumble. I could never breathe without you, and I don't even want to try. Oh baby, I just love you so much. ::sigh:: You know honey, every night I fall asleep and think of you, and count my blessings because of you.

I always think of our relationship, our love, as perfect. Alot of people argue perfection, but I believe that we all define our own idea of perfection. I find it perfect that you can read me like a book...that you know I am troubled after hearing my voice for one second...the fact that no matter what is thrown up at us, we both completely agree with and support the other...that we can finish each other's thoughts...that the intensity we feel towards each other just continues to grow stronger. I could go on and on... I suppose even our own idea of perfection could be hard to live up to at times? It's true that life and love needs some thorns. I mean how else are we supposed to appreciate the beauty, if not for the ugly that crawls through the cracks in the wall. Well pish posh, we all need a little too much perfection sometimes, wouldn't you agree?

So many questions, but questions that I now have the answers to...

Baby, I looked up because I felt your pain, walked in because I was drawn to you, and stayed because everything else ceased to matter. No matter where our journey takes us, or how difficult it may be. We shall always stay as we are now, if we truly, truly want it. Just like many things in life, if you really want something, you have to go after it. I'm all for destiny, but I also believe that sometimes destiny needs a little push. I will always give you all of myself, because not doing so would be disrespectful to love and to us. I want it, and I will always want it baby. We love each other, and it's as simple as that.

I am so in love with you!
Still...
Always!!!

(for Peyton - 04 July 2001)
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Dafremen You two are still at it? Well good for you! 010704
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devalis if it was as simple as that... it wouldn't hurt to much to be called a bitch. 020818
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Oak Barrel I didn't call you a bitch, I said you were acting like a bitch. You're not a bitch. 020819
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ineptitude it's never as simple as that. 020819
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