all_i_wanna_do_is_live blaber mouth dont you stop me dont you test me dont you judge me.i am me and you are you think if you were me would you be able to handle it?I think nope sorry 020718 ... Spare Change I wanna live my life. Filled with all it's pain. I wanna live in smiles. I wanna watch the rain. I need to think it over. I need to do it right this time. I just wanna live my life, despite all the pain, I just wanna do it right and if not try again. 030904 ... jezabel spark denied, delayed, teeth snap, empty. 030905 ... mon can i just sit here for a while please 030905 ... endless desire so then why am i stopping myself? why am i surrounded in hazy rain? and people speeding by so fast that they blurr into colours you've never seen... colours that hearts feel colours that feed cliches and stories to your grandchildren about high school sweethearts, romeo_and_juliet love stories, and endings you never wished to come but had to. but then with a wink, you joke. . . because there is always one that doesn't end if you're lucky i suppose. all i want is to have the energy to smile and to not feel asleep as i walk. 030905 ... nomme) and then die when i'm done 050701 ... feeling as his body were being Really? Why? torn by the fingers of an angry god 050702 ... blown cherry not really, not today 090922 what's it to you? who go blather from