adam_plus_eve silentbob I awaken to find you still in my arms, i am alarmed at first, but i calm. afraid i was dreaming again. it feels like should be cold, but im at a perfect temperature all around. im not even overheated by your heart beating against mine. waking up outside walking thru this garden, it feels like it should be wrong, but its so natural. i can smell you loving me. your hair begins to dance in the slightly cool breeze, my stomach is the dance floor. the small of my back. You are everything i need in this place. it wouldnt matter if fire + brimstone were raining down, filling out noses with sulfer. We'd be fine as long as we have each other. You are all i exist for. My one and only glass of lemonade. you are my forbidden fruit, my most deliciuos sin. You're the only person i ever need to talk to in this life. I see you look at me strange sometimes. We give ourselves to each other without mercy. If there were death here, i would for you. just as you would for me.......................right? Sometimes you inquire as to why i look at you the way i do but i know no other way to look at you. I adore you so ardently its liek God plucked you from my spare rib, built you out of the sweetest breaths just for me to gaze upon with joy, like a dish that doesn't spoil. and when i tell you im sglad we are all there is you question me. "What do you mean we're the only ones tht exist?" You ask and i just smile and shush you. to kiss you is a delacacy. a large bite of heaven with a little taste of your lips on mine. "Dont bite off more than you can chew" i hear a serpent sofrly say. And then the strangest things begins to happen. changes occur. First your auburn hair turns black and yoru eyes begin to look tired and cold. all the grass dies and the leaves on the trees blow off. winter without the autumnal benefits. your pale milky flesh turns a dirty gray, pasty almost...the sun gets covered by clouds. black and gray ones, soon your soothing voice creaks and your lcear face is not-quite-cleaned-off-fork. the apple in the cabbage patch has shriveled and rotted. "My one and only...what' s happened to you?" "Why do you keep CALLING me that?" you say. "STOP! Quit looking at me like i'm the light of the whole world. You'll burn your eyes and go blind." And i say, "Id go blind for you. I only exist for you as you and i are all that exist in this world, this shivering garden." "WHAT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN? DONT YOU SEE ALL THE POEPLE AROUND YOU? ALL THESE PEOPLE STARING AT YOU, AS YOUR STRARK RAVING MAD!" I look around and all i see is you and the garden, dying with sorrow. I look to the serpent. He must be causing this. "Don't look at me," he says, "as i'm just a serpent." "Fowl serpent" i mutter. "Who are you talking to? There's not one there!" My ears nose and mouth are all bleeding and i notice the second it begins to snow. 011017 ... TalviFatin equals one hell-uv-a night in the Jungle of Love. 011026 ... silentbob tonight you stooped to my level, i am your mangy little whore, you are trying to find your underwear, and then your socks and then the door, and you're trying to find a reason, why you have to leave, i know it's 'cuz you think you're adam, and you think i'm eve. you rhapsodize about beauty, and my eyes glaze, everything that i love is ugly, i mean really, you would be amazed, just do me a favor, it's the least that you can do, just don't treat me like i am, something that happened to you. i am truly sorry about all this. you put a tiny pinprick, in my big red balloon, and as i slowly start to exhale, that's when you leave the room, i did not design this game, i did not name the stakes, i just happen to like apples, and i am not afraid of snakes. i am truly sorry about all this, i envy your ignorance, i hear that it's bliss. so i let go of the ratio, of things said to things heard, and i leave you to your garden, and the beauty you preferred, and i wonder what of this, will have meaning for you, when you've left it all behind, i guess i'll even wonder, if you meant it, at the time. ani difranco adam and eve 020521 ... oblique They really fucked up didn't they? 060224 ... Christ wihtout the cross I don't know how to say this... All of me, all that i am went into you, went to us, to build what we were, and you traded it in for a thing called freedom. In insecure moments I feel like i wasn't enough to satisfy but now I see that it was the way it was meant to be. Now anything i do seems like settling. 070213 what's it to you? who go blather from