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blueberries for you scale the acclivity of your lonely self discovery. when you have reached the top and you catch your breath like the white dove released, look down on the memories of your solitary journey and in this rare mood of wanting to please the part of you that cannot and will not accept praise, surrender.

you are a bronze statue of a person cast down. your words are frozen, afraid to appear in this world.

written and unread.
spoken as a whisper, lost in the careless wind.

take risks.
jump.

someone will catch you.
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Aimee I'm always trying to please someone and never myself.... what's the point? If you take a moment out of time to spend it for you, you're labelled as selfish to those who catch you doing it... i for one would rather just do crap for everyone else and cry by myself about it later behind closed doors 011025
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flo dont be sad. i read what you write here.
i think that you underestimate yourself.
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me i dont really care what other people think. i just do what i think is right and try to please myself because i am the only person that i am going to be with for my whole life. sometimes no matter how much you try you cant please some people....so why even try? why not make yourself happy instead of making yourself miserable trying to please other people. 021220
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littleidiot blueberries for you,

that was beautiful.
thank you.
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it hurt......................... no one caught me and i landed on my face 060316
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but.......................... i'll try again 060316
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