a_game_of_chance Rhin *lights up a smoke* picks up her revolver opens the chamber *takes a long, slow drag* stares at the six little beds who's the lucky one? *takes a long, slow drag* picks one bullet from the box slides it in a chamber *takes a long, slow drag* mulls things over ignores the ringing phone *takes a long, slow drag* spins the chamber quick hand jerk returned the chamber home *takes a long, slow drag* *flips cig into cup* performs a show for one "go ahead, make my day!" remembers why she wants to play *lights another smoke* ponders self-destruction wonders will it matter (you bet your ass it matters) *takes a long slow drag* convinces self its not suicide its just a game *takes a long, slow drag* points weapon at her face *takes a long, slow drag* *takes a long, slow drag* listens to the cocking mechanism *takes a long, slow drag* *flips cig into cup* slides barrel between her lips caresses the trigger itchy trigger finger tastes the oil from the barrel its just a game right? wrong! realization sets in consequences overwhelm thus... ...she's still here 010102 ... Rhin *hmmmm* instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay instant replay * * * * * * * * * * * please don't worry she's still here i just saw her in the mirror 010102 ... birdmad when i say these words to you, knowing that in all likelihood, you will never say them back if only i could forsake my soul and become a cold and precise automaton 010102 ... misstree to jump off a cliff the best thing you can do is enjoy the ride down. you *might* survive. 010102 ... ass facely rummy, poker, etc... 010102 what's it to you? who go blather from