i jsut knew it
and i held of for days
knowing i shouldnt

and then i went
and did it anyway

grasping the edges
digging my fingers in
and ripping it wider
jsut to peer on in

and now its all open and raw again
and i want to curl up and hide somewhere
jsut because i couldnt help myself
and i went looking
knowing it would cause me pain

and i did it fucking anyway

for i have not yet learned a thing
somebody you did it anyway. rot. 050130
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