_and_ Annie111 and I don't know who I am without him yet and we still carry our high school stories around like carry-on luggage and I never get fat, but I should eat better and last night I had a most terrible vivid dream about a jet plane burning a mouth into the ground and there's still a hole the size of two buildings down the street and they're gone and he's gone &what is a problem&what is an excuse&how long should I thaw the chicken for? and the bum says "fuck you bitch, I fucking need a quarter, you fucking ugly cunt" and old paper Mcdonald's bags blow under my feet, and yes indeed, the world keeps turning 031027 what's it to you? who go blather from