2019 silentbob First. 181231 ... nr let's hope it can only get better. 190101 ... unhinged has it really been twenty years since i graduated high school? 190101 ... Doar 20 years ago, I was 39 and still dumb enough to know better. As the older adage goes, now I'm just dumb. . 190102 ... smurfus rex 20 years ago? I was 21, a week away from 22. God, how much I thought I knew! 190102 ... noascii Once a day. Except yesterday. Because I forgot. 190103 ... Risen Rather happy about why I was late getting here 190105 ... dafremen I just keep getting better with age. : ) ('Cept for the parts of me that aren't..) 20 years ago, I was enjoying way too much money and stuff when I was suppose to be moving on. A year later, everything was wiped out by a flood. The store went soon after, then the job. Gotta move along or get pushed along. The universe has shit to accomplish. 190105 ... arwyn 20 years ago.. I was 15. Somedays I wish I could go back to that naivete, but knowing what I know now would only destroy it. I thought I knew everything and now I know that I know nothing. I'm much happier for it. 190105 ... unhinged has started with some rattling and some roiling true testimony to the power of cultivate_compassion im glad i get to practice the sadhana_of_mahamudra in a couple days 190105 ... smurfus rex Thank you unhinged, for drawing my attention to your current practice. I need to take a walk through a few of your earlier blathes and see if they can help me deal with some shit. So, thank you, again, for cultivate_compassion and tonglen, we'll see where it goes from there... 190108 ... unhinged you're welcome boo. i have already had a new year of...being called upon to heal strangers. i want to change careers and my random experiences, that i hope to describe on it's own page soon...these situations will all benefit if i sit and listen to myself for five minutes each day. tonglen rearranged my brainspace in vital ways during the depression of my twenties. i truly think it has kept me alive. i did some on the bus the other day. a coworker confided in me later that same day. coincidence...i think not 190108 ... Lemon_Soda Twenty years ago...? Homeless, washing my face in a creek behind an apartment building. Too proud too proud to go back to Them. When I was born as ME... Ended up being a very good thing. I became my own person. I don't regret it. 190109 ... Doar Well, the memory and the calculator have joined the dustbin out in the garage now. My beautiful wife, who shall remain nameless, has kindly pointed out that I inadvertantly misspelled 10 years. So I have come back to humbly apologize to all for any confusion as to the veracity of my current linear rotting process. I would like to kindly ask for forgiveness. . 190416 what's it to you? who go blather from